Share 'My June 4 recital - beta-blockers'

Now that more than a month has gone by, I reflect upon my first-ever solo recital that I gave for friends and family last June.  I played for about 50 minutes in front of about 17 friends and quite a few members of my family in the outdoor covered patio of my in-law's home.    It was quite an undertaking for me because I suffer from debilitating performance-anxiety that has interfered with my pla…